born to ride or whatever the lana says.🍒🎀
The control he has over me.🍒
Him being older doesn't help matters. If he were younger, I wouldn't even care, like, "What the hell?" But no, he's experienced, he sees the world through different eyes. I feel like I'll never find someone who makes me feel as good as he does. Sometimes I try to convince myself he's nothing and nobody, but then I find myself thinking about him, and how he controls my life, even involuntarily. And I know he's not all that, and that I shouldn't let him control me, but I like it. I like the control he has over my life. I like to think about whether he'd like me to be doing that or not, and I don't know, I guess I like having someone in control of my life, because I don't. And I know he doesn't love me, I know he only desires me, but sometimes I want more than that, but I don't want to leave my comfort zone, which is in his arms, in his scent. And sometimes I stop to think that maybe, if I were less attached, would I really be d...
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